Looking back

That's what I want from this. I want to be able to look back and see what I was thinking, when I was thinking it and why I was thinking it. This really is not an easy thing to do. Sometimes I just sit here and I think "I could go get Burger King right now" but I don't. I fight my urges because I honestly want to see myself get fit. I want to be comfortable to take my shirt off around others. I want to be able to attract the people that attract me. It really is vain, but I want it and there is no denying that. One thing I need to learn is that I cannot starve myself. I want to have some of the foods I like even if they aren't the most healthy. There are plenty of people out there in the world that are incredibly fit and still enjoy some junk food every once in awhile. That is why I have decided that on my cheat day I am going to get that Burger King because with the amount of work I have been doing I honestly think I deserve it. I think this first month and a half is really about getting used to the idea of living a healthier lifestyle. When it comes down to 3 months left I will be really hitting it hard. I always see things done within 3 months, 12 weeks. I figure that is a healthy time to do what I want in without injuring myself. As you can see I have really been thinking about this a lot. It really is imortant to me. Alright well I am off to watch my show, have a good night. Let's Get Physical! :)